This morning I woke up at 10am. The moment I opened my eyes, I look beside me, I look around the room. A tinge of sadness just gripped my heart. First thought that filled my mind, "I didn't get to see my dear, I didn't get to kiss her and I'm starting to miss her." Don't get me wrong, my dear is away for a long vacation or a business trip. She was soundly asleep beside me last night. Just that this morning I took half day leave and that's why she went off early to work without waking me up. I MISS HER!!!
Like I said, a tinge of sadness just gripped my heart when the first thing I woke up I don't see her. I have so get used to see her every morning and suddenly when I don't see her this morning, I was sad as I felt I had come to take her for granted; taking for granted of seeing her in the morning, taking for granted of hugging and kissing each other in the morning, taking for granted to "fast march" to mrt station together, taking for granted of squeezing like sardine in the train every morning. I'm not a morning person and in the morning, my patience tends to be shorter and I'm more dull than anything. Hence many a time, I was impatient towards her and like what she always say, that I don't take the initiative to kiss and hug her in the morning.
This morning she did not wake me up because there were times when she woke me up to have breakfast with her but because I need not report to office early, I was upset with her and at times even "reprimanded" her. But this morning, when she's not around me, when I realised that she had quietly left for work so as to let me sleep more, my heart just grieved and I realised how much I miss my dear and a part of me wanna say .... " Dear, I'm sorry...."
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